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This is a post that no webmaster wants to have the duty of posting, and I find myself in that position this week.
During taping of the American Idol 14 Top 6 Result, many VFTGers had noticed for nearly five months that my voice sounded uncharacteristically emotionally unhealthy during many recent episodes (except Classic VFTG episodes and 100 Women Picked).
Hours before American Idol started on the afternoon of April 22, 2015, I got off the Marion City Bus – specifically the West Marion bus – at the intersection of Westwood Square and 2nd Street to the Cardinal Greenway to use the restroom and then get cigarettes from the Sunoco Mini Mart, at 120 South Miller Avenue, at approximately 1:15 PM. It would be the last time I ever sat foot in the Picture Perfect area as well as the last Marion City Bus I ever took for the time being. It was also the last time I ever sat foot at that particular Sunoco Mini Mart. This is considered to be 9/27 copycat.
At approximately 1:16 PM on the afternoon of April 22, 2015, I pulled the ding cord that alerted the bus driver named Jim to stop at the intersection of Second Street and Westwood Drive. I remember getting off first going around my business going to the restroom at the Cardinal Greenway, getting cigarettes at Sunoco Mini-Mart, and head back to the neutral site since renovations were underway.
At approximately 1:17 PM, the rape suspect—described as an African American female between her late teens and mid 20’s standing no more than five feet six inches in height with a blue arrow-like piercing on her left eyebrow with her hair tied back wearing a blue hoodie, a pair of dark blue jeans, a blue backpack with a mobile telephone with a pink cover, also got off the West Marion bus and followed me (I did not follow her at all even though she sat across the aisle and I sat at the seat behind that particular bus seat) just as I was about to use the restroom at the Cardinal Greenway, which would normally be a five minute walk from the bus stop at the intersection of Second Street and Westwood Drive.
At approximately 1:18 PM, the suspect then lured me into the back of a building behind a former tattoo parlor that also houses Hoosier Imaging, Temprol Comics & Sci-Fi, Picture Perfect Pet Center, and Deb’s Laundry, collectively known as the businesses that are housed at Westwood Square. Despite efforts on my part to get away from the suspect, I remember blacking out since I had a trace amount of vodka approximately 16 hours before ; therefore I was not under the influence of alcohol, but was under the influence of nicotine.
Then at approximately 1:19 PM, the suspect, in fact lured me into the back of the building and at that point I knew I was in duress and pretty much frozen in fear and from that point on—that was when I knew at that point (though I did not know that at the time and pretty much blacking out) something wasn’t right. The last thing I remembered was the suspect managed to pull my pants pulled down and I urinated at southeast corner, reliving myself under duress. Another thing I also remembered was the suspect saying, “you pee a lot” and fondled my breasts (of which I knew that was inappropriate). The suspect’s hands touching my breasts inappropriately as well as my genitals right then and there sat off the red flag that this was a sexual assault/rape was about to happen, hence in violation of Indiana Code 35-42-4-8. The suspect at that point, committed a female-on-male sexual battery charge when she touched my breasts inappropriately even though my gender identity is that of a female and right then and there.
The suspect then according to my recollection took a photo of my “enlarged clitoris” with her mobile telephone without my permission. Therefore, the suspect is in violation of Indiana Code 35-45-4-5, commonly known as public voyeurism.
Then at 1:22 PM approximately, the suspect knowingly or intentionally caused me to perform or submit to other sexual contact as defined by Indiana Code 35-31.5-2-221.5 when I was 100 percent unaware the sexual intercourse or other sexual contact occurred has committed female-on-male rape, a Level 3 felony. The suspect FORCED me to insert my “enlarged clitoris” to the suspect’s vagina—I could tell right away this met my threshold of a female-on-male sexual assault the very second the suspect fondled my most intimate parts of my body (my breasts first and then my “enlarged clitoris” afterwards) since the suspect did not have my consent whatsoever to have sexual intercourse or other sexual contact (its always reserved for my significant other and only such person has that privilege) with me and the very split second the suspect INTENTIONALLY caused me to perform the sexual act—I knew right away I was raped the second I ejaculated and I was emotionally injured by the suspect.
After the rape happened, I knew something wasn’t right but I did not know that because it was truly a nightmarish feeling going through my mind once I entered the Sunoco Mini Mart for what would probably be for the foreseeable future the last time I ever sat foot at that particular Sunoco Mini Mart and the Picture Perfect area. I knew I was hurt (most of my injuries were mental and emotional) and at the same time it felt like one of my the biggest nightmares in nearly 25 years. My first thought when I went to Sunoco, I was trying to get cash out of an ATM and I only had nearly $18 that I had earmarked to pay a credit card bill that was due knowing if I took out money to pay for the emergency contraceptive the suspect wanted $20 and it was clear to me the suspect’s primary motive of the female-on-male rape has to be robbery to support a habit of the suspect’s—whatever the suspect’s motive of raping me was, whether it is prostitution, a sexual gratification, or just not having the funds, I don’t believe I will ever know the answer to that question of motive on the suspect’s part.
While I was getting cigarettes at the Sunoco Mini Mart at approximately 1:25 PM, as I intended to after I got off the West Marion bus, I wanted to alert the clerk at the store about the rape that just occurred and I could tell from the clerk’s face, I just couldn’t ask the clerk to call the police because (1) the rape suspect by that time had gone to the restroom and (2) I was under an incredible amount of fear after the suspect verbally threatened me by saying she would press charges against me in the event I reported this female-on-male rape and/or in the event suspect is pregnant she would obtain an abortion or a similar statement. This was a threat I took seriously and the suspect’s words and threats indicated to me the suspect is a danger to me and in a violation of Indiana Code 35-45-2-5, of which prompted me to comply with the suspect’s demands once I left Sunoco for the last time for now at 1:30 that Wednesday, April 22, 2015.
During the nearly 40+ minute walk from Sunoco to CVS/pharmacy (415 West Third Street), I knew deep in my heart I had to do the right thing because:
I had to report the rape as quickly as possible despite the suspect’s objections not to do so because I knew the threshold of sexual battery was committed the very second I was touched inappropriately by the suspect;
This rape became the third such sexual attack in my life of which I became the victim.
The first rape occurred at Turtle Creek Apartments that was committed by suspect Clyde Davis in July of 2002 (that rape became the first time a sexual act without my consent had been committed when Mr. Davis intentionally performed “male on male” oral sex when I was in pretty much in very deep emotional trauma caused by the death of my mother two months earlier on May 10, 2002 and has since made a full recovery physically but years of mental and emotional pain from loss and domestic abuse at the hands of my mother, brother, and extended family members do occasionally cause a minor hiccup now and then; therefore after I began to transition to female, it was determined (awaiting doctors’ confirmation) that if and when I do return to college sadly, I will never be able to attend full-time ever after determining from doctors over the years and will be cleared to only attend no more than part-time status. The first rape was never reported to Marion Police—and even if I did report the 2002 rape, it would not have made any difference for the following reasons:
(1) The statues of limitations from the 2002 rape have since passed as of 2007 and therefore any charges I would press would not make any difference anyway because in that case all of the evidence was destroyed by Mr. Davis. That rape would have been reported under my previous name (as a male) and it would not have made any difference whatsoever at all. That rape started the beginning of what eventually proved to be the last two years of living as a male.
(2) As is the case with male sexual assault victims, as a biological male (though I had a gut instinct after I remember seeing a woman named “Amy Jo” one day and since I had began smoking four months earlier after one fateful prom), I fell into the so called peer pressure to prove my manhood physically and sexually with the sense of inadequacy, loss of power and control and eventually made the college life much difficult and failing to find another college to attend to fill the void left after my dis-enrollment from Indiana Wesleyan University with no solution that met my standards so I can get re-admitted back to Indiana Wesleyan University pretty much caused a domino effect with repercussions felt both directly and indirectly.
This female on transgender female (biological female on biological male) rape occurred at approximately 1:25 PM on April 22, 2015 and reported to Marion Police (case number 2015-10498) at 3:16 PM that same day and evidence was also collected in addition to pressing charges for the suspect to be prosecuted. This rape differed from the previous two rapes because the suspect’s gender is female and she could be potentially pregnant; therefore, giving birth to a baby potentially by between December 2015 and March 2016 or if worse case scenario the suspect follows through on her threat go through with an abortion if she is pregnant from the rape, I will add the capital murder charges with the rape. In the event the suspect is pregnant despite emergency contraceptive I will request the superior court with EXTREME PREJUDICE at my request to impose the the suspect serve at least 25 years in prison (death penalty or 55 years in the event she went through with the abortion)
I focused on the suspect’s actions throughout the two and a half mile walk lasting nearly 40 minutes as follows:
I observed the suspect was calling a woman named “Alisha” (I’m not sure of the spelling or pronunciation of that particular name) about something that I’m confident is absolutely none of my business on that same cellular mobile telephone the suspect used to photograph my “enlarged clitoris,”
I also noticed her shoelaces on her boots were untied (of which could have caused her to trip on her own shoelaces during the 40 minute plus walk—something I neglected to mention in my initial statement to Marion Police) and tried my best to keep the my focus on the suspect,
I remembered being asked by the suspect if I had any sexually transmitted diseases and I responded that I did not. It is in my dating and relationship policy of mine that anytime I am a rape/sexual assault victim and the offender is someone other than my significant other, I always get tested for any sexually transmitted diseases and HIV to ensure I have no sexually transmitted diseases in addition to reporting the rape and pressing charges for the suspect to be prosecuted under Indiana law. As of May 2015 there are no sexually transmitted diseases as a result of the rape.
Once I had entered CVS/pharmacy at approximately 2:10 PM to get the emergency contraceptive and the receipt from CVS is Exhibit A and after the transaction of the emergency contraceptive was used with my debit card (while at the same time fulfilling a promise made to the current representative payee also to avoid overdrawing from my bank account I have access to due to a very strict long-standing iron-clad family policy requiring a bank account and cannot be changed for any reason whatsoever, though it is typically unusual for SSI beneficiaries as most do not have such bank accounts yet in my case the bank account of mine is necessary and will eventually come in handy in the event should I become my own payee since her only income at this time is SSI) due to the fact I has a very strict policy (I’m typically paid by the month in order to circumvent the current Representative Payee’s rules and alleviate schedule conflicts) and never usually carries more than $20 cash as of January 4, 2011, and as shown in Exhibit A: Receipt from CVS was given to the the Representative Payee, which Petitioner had to report. The funds in question were eventually replenished and the credit card payment was in fact paid with no overdraws.
At 2:25 PM approximately, the suspect and I went the separate ways after approximately between an hour to 75 minutes. Once the suspect went her separate way to a bus stop near the Marion Public Library and I realized at that moment was my opportunity to report the rape and I headed straight to the Community Support Program—finally acting on my first instinct the very second the suspect committed sexual battery and it was clear I was sexually assaulted. I remember crying hysterically for the next two to four hours in pain and in trauma (this clearly showed in the eventual initial statement I gave to Marion Police while I was at the hospital because I am, and still are, living in fear my life as well as also of the possibility the suspect could potentially turn the tables on the rape investigation).
At 2:27 PM, I alerted a supervisor while at the Community Support Program by the first name of Christina and told her what had happened an hour earlier—I made it clear my priority has to be to report the female on male rape IMMEDIATELY right there from that point on the suspect did not have my consent not because I did not have a condom, and when I informed the supervisor the very second the female on male rape happened I knew it was a rape that could potentially be a blessing in disguise for me (I clearly stated this in both my initial statement to Marion Police and to the hospital staff) since I remember from a conversation I had from either sex ed class in high school or from the father of my first girlfriend (“it takes only one sperm” to get a girl pregnant such a phrase I remember being said then). I then went to the hospital because I knew I was hurt. By 6:00 PM, I was treated and released from the hospital and was heading back to the “neutral site” and eventually began taping for the April 22, 2015 edition of the American version of “Vote for the Girls” in addition to alerting the landlady about “a potential household change” come January 2016, implying the female-on-male could potentially be a blessing in disguise in the event the suspect is in fact pregnant and assuming the suspect hasn’t gone through with an abortion (I will press charges for murder if the rape suspect goes through with the abortion because the suspect does not know me and I do not know her). This will be my first human child and when the rape was reported, I made it very clear in both the initial statement to the police, nurses, and to the mental health officials I am keeping the child since I was not wearing a condom when the female-on-male rape occurred.
In the hours that followed, several of my moderators on “Vote for the Girls (USA)” had questioned my emotional state that night while back in November 2014, viewers on the American and British adaptations of “Vote for the Girls” started noticing that my voice (as a woman) sounded uncharacteristically gravely and emotionally unhealthy on the YouTube episodes posted. The production of the American and Australian adaptations of “Vote for the Girls” went on as scheduled. I realized by the end of May 2015 that had I done anything differently other than what I did on “Vote for the Girls” and on the afternoon of April 22, 2015 as well as after renovations to my home were finished, the childproofing process to my home began, I believe my fans on Vote for the Girls and on YouTube would have been at the mercy of someone and effectively resulting of the cancellation of the American, British, and Australian adaptations of “Vote for the Girls.”
This female on male rape was an incident 19 years in the making with the suspect’s intent to commit prostitution. As I previously mentioned, a year earlier I announced on my YouTube channel on April 18, 2014 that I was auctioning off my virginity and having sex for the final time as a male—following through on a threat I made after the elimination of Ellona Santiago on “The X Factor (USA)”—if two males were in the American Idol season 13 final and/or if Josh Kaufman won the sixth season of “The Voice” (which oddly enough, the latter did occur). The virginity auction commenced on May 9, 2014 and ended on June 15, 2014 with Kymberly Alvaraz was informed that she was the winning bidder of the virginity auction after I accepted Ms. Alvaraz’s offer that produced a long-term relationship that will expire January 4, 2018. Like with all previous long-term relationships before entering into the agreement with Ms. Alvaraz, Ms. Alvaraz met all of the requirements that I laid out when the virginity auction was announced with Ms. Alvaraz making one notable exception that I allowed and the relationship process began on July 19, 2014, announced on November 29, 2014 and becoming official January 4, 2015. This confirms that the female-on-male rape happened when the suspect knowingly and to the best of my knowledge I believe the suspect’s intent was either:
- the fact the suspect wanted a relationship (whether the suspect knew I had been in a relationship with KYMBERLY LAURA ALVARAZ (nee CHRISTIAN) since November 2014);
- wanting sexual gratification in order to prove her bisexuality (I believe I could tell the suspect was bisexual—in fact, the two previous sexual assaults I encountered in 2002 (as a male) in Marion and 2010 (as a woman) in Indianapolis were bisexual males) ;
- or a desire of power.
The suspect committed the female-on-male rape happened with the suspect’s likely motive of her revenge of social rejection, prostitution since my debit card was used after the rape occurred, or to a least likely extent has to be stalking (of which I don’t believe I can prove the rape was the result of the suspect seeking an intimate relationship with me nor do I believe to the best of my knowledge the suspect has a fixation or a sense of entitlement to an intimate relationship with me that apparently attracted the suspect’s interest in the first place). What the suspect may not realize was the fact she also could also be charged with prostitution because I went undercover as a male prostitute since I believe that area is or will be prone to prostitution.
I have pressed charges for the suspect to be prosecuted for female-on-male rape and/or feticide should the suspect already went through the abortion (since I am the biological father of the unborn child and Kymberly will take the legal maternal rights).